And now there are no more double digits, England is just nine sleeps away..... Where did the time go. In my mind I know what lies ahead but I feel as though I still haven't completely come to terms with what 2014 holds for me, with so many happy memories and unforgettable moments in 2013 I have given up on trying to predict what the future holds and instead.... I'm just gonna roll with it!!
So with my suitcase fully packed (bursting at the seams) my boots stuffed with underwear and socks to make room for that extra, potentially unnecessary blazer, I am almost ready to say goodbye, but not quite. Everyone says it and yes it is true, goodbyes suck. Especially when you are leaving behind the people that have stood beside you for your entire life to date. Being an adult means that you need to learn how to stand on your own two feet without the comfort of your family, somewhere where they cannot catch you, a place where you need to be prepared to fall and get back up without them. A very scary prospect, but a part of life that we all need to experience when we are ready.
I am ready.
In my last post I gave my first five must do's for the year...... I think it's about time that I let everyone in on my last five.
NUMBER 6: go to Ireland and spend the day walking through the countryside before venturing to a local pub for a pint or two.
NUMBER 7: go to Paris, have a glass of wine and a croissant before enjoying the classic landmarks.... The Louvre, the Eiffel Tower, the Arc de Triomphe, Notre Dame, Tuileries Gardens to name a few. We all know Paris is supposed to be the city of love.... Perhaps Harry will be French.
NUMBER 8: of course seeing as many sights as possible is my ultimate goal so, in my six week summer holiday my aim is to experience as much of Europe as I possibly can, the scenery, the history, the food, the culture, the music, the people and to embrace and appreciate the growth that these experiences will allow me.
NUMBER 9: go on a date with an Englishman, or an Irishman, maybe he's Scottish...... Embrace the romance of a gap year. 'Just roll with it'.
NUMBER 10: my final goal for 2014...... What is it going to be......
You know what. I don't know yet. Number 10 is reserved for the moment or experience that is unexpected, unpredictable and completely spontaneous. The event that will make me catch my breath.
Not all things in life can be planned. In fact, most of the time life takes us in directions that we never expected. England is about accepting that I don't know and I cannot control what is going to happen. It's what makes it all the more exciting.